In my time of study, I was recently challenged by a few words not even written to me.
The book of Revelation was recorded by John based on visions he received from above. Among them were letters to seven chuches from the Lord. The first letter was written to the church at Ephesus. Ephesus was a very important city and church in the first century. Paul stayed there for two years setting up the church. He wrote a letter to them, called Ephesians, and he wrote to their young pastor, Timothy, twice.
Jesus commends them for their perseverance and their testing of true messengers, and shows great pride in how they have managed themselves, but then he says this:
Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken the love you had at first. Consider how far you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. [Revelation 2:4-5]
I was pierced when I read it because I found that shamefully true in my life. It’s so easy to forget the love for Christ we had at first. The excitement of when we were first baptized, excited to discover his Word, serve him, and talk with him all the time. It’s so easy, now, to make that a task, and obligation, and a check-list. I can remember the heights from which I have fallen.
And so, very easily, he tells us to repent and do the things you did at first. Repent – turn away from it and walk and live differently. And do the things you did at first. When you first had that real, new, exciting love.
I challenge you to do remember what your love for Christ was like at the beginning, and I challenge you to turn back that way and do the things you did when that love was fresh.
May you take a step towards a real relationship with God once again.







